Showing posts with label Afraid. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Afraid. Show all posts

Tuesday, February 3, 2015

HIDE 'N' SEEK POEM


HIDE 'N' SEEK


Been playing this childhood game
at an unchild age --
hiding from a formidable foe --
The Heavenly Father

Silly, isn’t it?
He knows all,
sees all,
and,
in kindness,
seeks all--

and finds all --

all who are seeking
Him.

But I’m hiding --
my flaws,
defects,
imperfections,
sins

(especially those pesky sins)

I
-- like a 2 year old --
cover my eyes,
“Hiding”
and
in self-delusion
believe that if I can’t see
Him,

He can’t see me.

I hide from His hand --
still not quite believing,
still somehow cringing
Still afraid --

waiting,
waiting,
waiting

for the other shoe to drop.

Of what am I afraid??

That my heart will be revealed for all to see --
transparent before
Him --
(and man)
pride rooted out by my
faithful

Father--
Who loves me --
(even me).

Forgive me --
Abba, Papa, Daddy, Father
for the sin of hiding --
When Your heart’s desire from me
is more

--simply more --


seeking.
[And, obviously, no matter where we are or what we're sitting on, HE can and will protect us.  Happened to and for me many times.  Love Him, MUCH!]

Tell Me a Story
 

Wednesday, July 9, 2014

REJOICING... SINGING


I REJOICE, I SING...
FOREVER!

[And, on this day, I am rejoicing on my birthday.  If it wasn't for Him and His kindness and His victory over my sinfulness, I wouldn't be here.  Now, I am, every moment of every day -- not just on a birthday, doncha know? --
 but thinking of Him and rejoicing for Him.]

Sandra Heska King - Still Saturday